February 22nd, 2009

I received an email today, it read ‘I feel as though you are dancing a crazy fast paced dance and don’t know which way to look. That said there is a certain calmness about it all too.’

These past few months I have been indulging in an excessive amount of childish and destructive behavior. I presented myself as easy, stupid and passive. I didn’t want to think about anything or take responsibilities I felt that were unfairly handed to me so I regressed into some puppet who lost all direction and real personality. Perhaps I thought that it would be easier. For some time it was, at least for me. I sense that it irritated the fuck out of everyone else. The happenings of these past five days however have snapped me out of it somewhat. 

Here is my apology. Take it.