January 24th, 2009

ground, minced lorazepam

It would appear that I am going to be scattered for some time. It’s difficult to make meaningful conversation, although strangely I feel a lot more real. It’s a Stanley Donwood kind of period:

ALL PARTICIPATION IS A MYTH. agree
I HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED AND PERMANENTLY DISTORTED. agree
I WANT TO LOOK YOUNGER THAN MY FRIENDS SO I WILL FIGHT AGEING AS LONG AS I CAN. agree
I FEEL A YAWNING HOLLOWNESS WHILST TALKING TO PEOPLE AT PARTIES. agree
IF POLITICS IS THE BLIND LEADING THE BLIND, ENTERTAINMENT IS THE FUCKED-UP LEADING THE HYPNOTISED. agree
I WISH I COULD ACHIEVE A ‘JUST STEPPED OUT OF THE SALON’ LOOK MORE OFTEN. OR AT LEAST ONCE. agree
I SPEND MONEY WITHOUT THINKING ON PRODUCTS AND CLOTHES THAT I BELIEVE WILL ENHANCE MY SOCIAL STANDING. agree
WHEN YOU PUT A GUN TO MY HEAD YOU AREN’T FOOLING ANYONE. agree
A PASSIONATE ARGUMENT MEANS MORE TO ME THAN A BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE. agree
I CANNOT COMPREHEND THE IDEA OF CHEMICAL AND BIOLOGICAL WEAPONS. agree
IF ALL MY FRIENDS HAD PLAYSTATIONS I WOULD BUY A NINTENDO TO PROVE MY INDIVIDUALITY. agree
WHEN I GET HOME FROM THE SUPERMARKET I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THE PLASTIC. agree
I AM NOT SCARED OF DEATH BUT TERRIFIED OF PEOPLE IN TOMMY HILFIGER SWEATSHIRTS. agree
PEOPLE ONLY FALL IN LOVE BECAUSE THEY CANNOT BEAR THE THOUGHT OF BEING ALONE. agree
WE ARE LINING UP TO SEE YOU FALL FLAT ON YOUR FACE. agree
I WISH I LOOKED MORE LIKE A SUCCESSFUL PERSON EVEN THOUGH I AM A LOSER. agree
I AM NO LONGER PREPARED TO GIVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. agree
WHEN DRIVING AT NIGHT I FIND THE HEADLIGHTS OF ONCOMING VEHICLES VERY ATTRACTIVE. agree
IMAGING OTHER PARTNERS DURING SEX HELPS TO KEEP MY INTEREST. agree
WHEN STANDING AT THE TOP OF BEACHY HEAD I FIND THE ROCKS BELOW VERY ATTRACTIVE. agree
IN PUBLIC I TRY TO REMAIN CALM AND TO APPEAR PERCEPTIVE. agree
I HATE MYSELF BUT HAVE NO CLEAR IDEA WHY. agree
THE LYRICS IN POP SONGS SEEM TO DESCRIBE MY LIFE UNCANNILY ACCURATELY. agree
PEOPLE TALKING A FOREIGN LANGUAGE ARE ROMANTIC AND MYSTERIOUS. agree
I START MANY THINGS BUT HAVE YET TO FINISH A SINGLE ONE. agree